I'm not happy with my face.

I'm not happy with the level of skills I have on things I like to do. 

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate myself (at least, not on most days), but I am not happy with me. What I do hate, is my attitude and my lack of willpower and motivation. I really want to do well in life, I swear. I just can't find it in me to try harder. Every time I try something new that I'm not immediately good at, I assume I'm horrible at it and never try it again. Even though I understand the concept of ' Practice makes perfect '. I get so discouraged so easily and it pisses me off.

I need to find something I like doing and make sure I do it until I'm good at it because so far, I apparently am good at ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I can say I'm a useless piece of shit and be right.

I need to exercise and be healthier cause I don't want to die too young. Also I would like to look in the mirror and not feel like crying.

Get plastic surgery or whatever, I can't stand looking at my face sometimes. 

And for all those people who tell people that getting plastic surgery is for insecure people: Get off your high horse, you never had to deal with having my face now, do you? So what if I'm doing it because I'm insecure? That just means I'll be more confident in myself after the surgery. So fuck off. I'll do what I want.