Friday, November 18, 2011

I need the new Steel Panther album right now. I've been thinking too much lately(as usual) and I'm feeling down and hopeless. I keep thinking, I always tell people I want to migrate to another country(hopefully European) when I can, but realistically, I can't really see that happening. I'm lazy, so it's unlikely I'll get a scholarship to anywhere, let alone another country. I'm not rich, so I can't migrate using my own means. It's really depressing, for me, to know that it's most likely that I'll find a dead end job and grow old and die in this tiny red dot. Don't get me wrong, I love Singapore. It's safe, no natural disasters, low crime rate, and my favorite: No-Guns law. It's just that the people here are so, how do I put this, unlike me. I disagree with a lot of their thinking/judgement/morals/opinions and I respect it, but I don't think I can stand it much longer. Also the fact that none of my favorite band comes here often enough, or at all. 

It gets on my nerves how easily I get depressed just by thinking about my future plans. Luckily, I'm good at cheering myself up. Time to cheer myself up! LET'S GET IT GOING!

START!


Starting with Taylor Momsen....



Add a little TPR...



A dash of hot guy, his name is Paul Priluchny if you wanted to know.....


Ending with my imaginary husbands.

There, I'm all cheered up. Damn, I'm good.