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Sunday, September 25, 2011
I haven't been posting for a while now. I'm going to do a long one. I feel so all over the place lately, I don't even know what I'm doing. I just got my results back recently, wasn't what I was hoping for, which I knew was impossible since I didn't put in as much effort as I know I should. It's just so hard to study something that I dislike. Surprising, I did better than I expected in certain subjects. I'm still on the fence on the subject of transferring course. I know, that's very hypocritical of myself, considering I keep asking my classmates to stay in this course. Well, what can I say? I'm a selfish bitch, I want them to stay with me because I know once they transfer courses I'll see less of them. But hey, at least I did it out of love. It's the first class I'm in that I actually like. It's still full of drama and all, but I still love them to bits. All I'm doing nowadays is just rotting at home, which would be nice if I was alone. My family just annoys the hell out of me. I know I've stated in the past that I hated my family, but I've matured(Yes,you can laugh) since then. Now I realize it's just that my mum and I have VERY different personality and views that makes it impossible for me to be in a room with her. I no longer hate her, I just wish I could go somewhere far and never see or talk to her again. I'll still send her money of course, I owe her that. I just can't tolerate the fact that she stands for everything that I can't stand. Makes me wonder how is it possible for her to be my mum. My brother is less of a annoyance, but I would want to be in contact with him for too long either. He and I are similar in some ways, but couldn't be more different. Sometimes he says things that make me so disgusted. And my dad is just, him. I've never had a real conversation with him my entire life, I'm not exaggerating. He is very tolerant, that much I can tell. I mean, he IS married to my mum. Man, my childhood is weird. But I guess I don't mind it much, because it's the reason I can be/feel alone and feel completely fine. Recently , I've got a new obsession. One Direction, the 2nd runner up from X-factor UK. Before you go off to Google them, they are a five member boy band. Yes, boy band. Fuck you all who think people should listen to one type of music only. I can appreciate Rock and Roll and Pop at the same time. They are not the best singers around, but watching their video diary makes me want to be their best friend. They seem so nice and funny and so,like me? I think retarded is the word I'm looking for. Well,retarded in the good way. They are just so likeable. No favorite members, they are all awesome in their own ways. Plus, the British accent helps.
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SiMin. 23 years old From Singapore. Studying at TUM Loves animals, tv shows, book, music, food and fashion. I'm insane and I love it. Stupid stuff makes me giggle. Steel Panther is forever my favourite. Hiddlestoned. |Twitter| |Facebook| |YouTube| |Instagram| |Victoria Frances (go see her art!)|
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